interesting how just even one conversation can trigger wishes and desires that you swore off only a few days earlier, and then you think "am i really willing to give it all up?"
i understand, a little, what it means to die to yourself daily, but i would say sometimes its more like hourly.
when a vision is given, and it is good, it is so easy to put my own "spin" on it. thinking thoughts like "well i think that if we are to do X then we should look at Y and then i can get Z." then the vision that was once God-breathed becomes cheapened, man-made and schemed.
i don't want that. but my heart goes after it time and time again.
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