things progress slowly, one person at a time.
all who i share this vision with are excited about it. but not to many are willing to participate. i refuse to be pushy, and so get someone's testimony online that is not really prompted by God to share. i pray that people come to me. it is kind of a hard road to walk, since i am used to pursuing the goals that i set for myself. i am used to me having to act to make it happen. but this... this is different. in this i have to just make people aware of the opportunity, let them know that if they are feeling a tug on their hearts to do this thing, then i will be there in every way i can be to make it happen.
to the few that have said, "count me in," thank you. thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable. thank you that you realize that you never truly have it "together" and so will not wait until times are better. thank you that even though our schedules have been hard to line up, you do not lose interest. thank you, mainly because you give me hope.
hope that the lights will actually come on, and the camera rolls. hope that your voice will actually be recorded, and be available to those who need to hear of God's great love.
hope that this vision is not just a passing dream, a fleeting ideal that can never be fully grasped.
hope that this is.
